Dr. Anthony D. Cicoria: The Story of One Man's Profound Near Death Experience
Thoughtful viewers,
welcome to
Science and Spirituality
for the first in a two-part
series examining
near death experiences
or NDEs, which occur
when a person comes
close to physical death
and has an experience
such as a sense
of detachment from
the body accompanied
by the vision
of a bright light or tunnel.
Subjects may also undergo
what’s known as
a “panoramic life review”
or flashback
of past life events.
Even though the subjects’
hearts and brains
may completely
cease to function
during the incident,
they can still recall
everything that occurred.
Today we’ll speak with
Dr. Anthony D. Cicoria,
who after his own
near death experience
discovered a passion
for playing the piano and
subsequently uncovered
a talent not only to play
but also to compose
beautiful music.
In 2008 he released a CD
of his musical works
entitled “Notes from
An Accidental Pianist
& Composer.”
Dr. Cicoria is chief
of the medical staff
and of orthopedics
at Chenango
Memorial Hospital,
Norwich, New York, USA
and Clinical Assistant
Professor of Orthopedics
at State University
of New York Upstate
Medical University in
Syracuse, New York, USA.
Dr. Cicoria holds
a bachelor’s degree
in biology
from the Citadel,
South Carolina, USA
a Ph.D. in physiology and
cellular biophysics from
the Medical University
of South Carolina, USA
and an MD
from the same school.
Now let’s hear from
Dr. Cicoria about an
utterly life-transforming
event that occurred
in 1994 near Albany,
New York, USA
while using a public phone
during an outdoor
family gathering.
I was standing at the phone,
the building got hit
by lightning
and I remember hearing
this loud crack and
I saw this big flash of light
come out of the phone
and it hit me
right in the face.
And I remember seeing
every bit of that and
when it hit me in the face
it just sent me
flying backwards
like a rag doll.
And suddenly, as I was
going backwards,
suddenly
something changed and
I was moving forwards,
and I remember
standing there thinking,
“This is really strange.
I know that I got hit.
I know that something bad
happened and
I went flying backwards,
but now I’m not going
backwards anymore
and I’m just
kind of standing here.”
And I remember
looking down at my feet
and I look at the wall and
the phone is dangling,
and I still am mystified
as to what had happened,
but yet I had complete
recall of every millisecond
of that time.
And right about
that moment,
my mother-in-law who was
at the top of the stairs,
starts screaming
and she starts running
right at me and I felt like
a deer in the headlights,
I am looking at her, going,
“Oh, what’s going on?”
and she ran right by me.
And I turned to see
where she was
and I looked over
on the ground
and I’m on the ground!
And I thought…
I mean this is exactly
what I thought,
I said, “I’m dead!”
And as I was standing there,
I’m watching
what’s happening
and there was somebody
waiting to use the phone
and it turns out
it was a nurse…
in the middle of nowhere,
waiting to use the phone.
And so, she drops down
to the ground
to start doing CPR
and my mother-in-law
was standing there and
all these other people
were there by then, and
I’m still standing here
and I’m looking at them,
I hear everything
they’re saying,
but they can’t hear me
and they can’t see me
because
I’m calling out to them.
And at that point
it was interesting because
the first realization
that I made was, “Gee,
there’s not been a break
in conscious thought at all.
So, whoever I am,
is not in the body,
it’s…whatever form
I’m in, spiritual form,
is who I am because
the consciousness
is with me,
all of my thoughts
are with me,
all of my memories
are with me”
and I thought, “Well,
I guess there’s no point
in hanging around here!”
The second thing
that was very interesting
to me was that
it was very dispassionate.
There was no emotion
associated with the fact
that I was dead!
It was very matter of fact:
“Oh well, I am!”
And so I thought,
“Oh, there’s no point
in staying here.”
So I turned and I started
to walk up the stairs
and I don’t know
where I was going,
but that just seemed to be
what I was going to do
and as I’m looking down
at my legs, I see my legs
dissolve and so,
suddenly I’m not
in a solid form anymore.
I can see that
I’m becoming a floating
energy ball of some sort.
I float up the stairs and
I passed through the wall
into the room
where all the family is
and I saw my kids
and the rest of my family
and my wife and
they were all having fun
and painting faces
and I thought,
“They’ll be fine!”
And there was no emotion
associated with the fact
that I wasn’t going to
see them again.
It was just
very matter of fact,
“They’ll be fine and I’m
going someplace else!”
And I floated
out of the building
and when I got
out of the building
is when things really
started to happen.
As I got out of the building,
all of a sudden
I was wrapped
in this bluish, white light.
At first I was like,
“Okay, what is this?”
and I’m analyzing it
as it’s happening.
And if you could imagine
absolute, pure love
and peace,
that’s what it felt like
being in this light.
After we return
we’ll hear more from
Dr. Anthony Cicoria about
his near death experience
and how it profoundly
changed his life.
Please stay tuned
to Supreme Master
Television.
Wonderful viewers,
welcome back to
Science and Spirituality
where we’ve been exploring
near death experiences,
particularly that of
orthopedic surgeon
Dr. Anthony Cicoria.
After suffering
from a lightning strike,
Dr. Cicoria had amazing
other worldly experiences
as his consciousness
seamlessly went
from an in-body
to an out-of-body state.
Let’s find out more
about the event
and especially
his “life review.”
In science we talk about
“absolute zero,”
which is the temperature
at which nothing moves,
no molecules move.
And that’s
what this was like,
but this was absolute love
and peace.
And it was like
falling into a river
of pure, positive energy.
And I came
to that realization
that this is God.
What I’m feeling
is the presence of God.
And I thought,
“I can feel this energy,
and maybe it’s measurable,
maybe it’s not,”
but I knew
that where I was going
felt pretty good
because I could sense
that I was being taken
some place.
And I saw
the really high points
and low points of my life
just kind of quickly go by;
it’s my kids, and
I did this, or I did that,
but there was
no in-depth review.
And in having read
many other accounts
of people that have had
near death experiences,
what happens depends on
how long you’re out.
So, if you’re only out
for a short time,
it’s a short review.
If you’re out there
for a long time,
you come back to it and
there’s an in-depth review.
After experiencing
such bliss and love
many people who have
near death experiences
are reluctant to come back
to inhabit a human body
and all that goes with it.
I don’t know
if I was being guided,
but when I describe,
it was like falling into
a river of
pure, positive energy.
It was taking me
some place,
but I didn’t know where.
But I was really happy
about it.
And then,
right about the time
that I was so happy
that I was going,
all of a sudden, BAM!
I was back in my body!
I was angry.
I remember begging God,
“Please don’t make me
do this!” It hurt!
I mean, I went from
absolute bliss to feeling,
like somebody
who’d gotten punched
in the mouth; and
I had a burn on my face
and I had a burn
on my foot, and
there’s this poor woman
who’s doing CPR
and I just wanted
to tell her to stop,
but I’m still unconscious.
I’m in,
I’m stuck back in this body,
it’s unconscious,
but my consciousness
is still very aware of
what’s going on.
And it seemed like
several minutes after that,
that she stopped
and I managed to be able
to open my eyes and
everything was very fuzzy
and I sat up
and I just wanted to say
that I was okay and
I wanted to thank her.
Because of
his profound experience
and desire to understand
what had happened to him,
Dr. Cicoria
contemplated deep within
as well as researched
near death experiences
and now has a sense
as to the purpose
of his life and living.
Yes, what is “me”?
I think “me” is spirit,
and the spirit lives on;
and that we have
a memory of all the times
we’ve come
into this Earth plane.
And in my reading
that’s what I have found;
we come…
we cycle through.
And the way
I’ve looked at it
is in our earthly existence
we have a thing called
“Maslow’s Pyramid.”
So we start out at
the bottom of the pyramid,
we try to build into
a better and better self,
so that at the peak
of the pyramid
we are what they call
“self- actualized,”
meaning that
we are the highest form
that we can be
in an Earth form.
And the way
I think it works is that
the same thing applies
in the spiritual world:
we came from a source
of all goodness, of all love
and to get back to that,
we have to go through
a series of proving grounds
where our spirit learns,
it grows, it’s allowed
to go to the next level of
enlightenment so to speak.
And we keep going
through this process,
until we’ve earned
a good enough grade
that we don’t have to
keep coming here.
People who have
near death experiences
often no longer fear
what will happen
when life ends.
This is similar
to the courage
that many yogis and
spiritual practitioners
acquire as they “die daily”
through meditation
and thus have
a profound knowledge
of what lies
after physical existence.
I think
one of the greatest gifts
that I have been given
is just to know
that there is an afterlife,
that there is something else,
that it’s not what you see
and hear now.
And so
I am absolutely certain
that when we leave
this physical form and
we go to the spirit form
that we live on.
We sincerely thank
Dr. Cicoria for sharing
his fascinating life story
and spiritual experiences
with us.
Please join us again
next week on
Science and Spirituality
for part two
of our program
when Dr. Anthony Cicoria
will discuss
how he developed
his extraordinary
musical abilities,
the benefits of meditation
and how
near death experiences
tie in with
quantum mechanics.
Dr. Cicoria’s CD
“Notes from
An Accidental Pianist
& Composer”
is available at
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Brilliant viewers,
welcome to
Science and Spirituality
for the second part
in a two-part
series examining
near death experiences
or NDEs, which occur
when a person comes
close to physical death
and has an experience
such as a sense
of detachment from
the body accompanied
by the vision
of a bright light or tunnel.
Subjects may also undergo
what’s known as
a “panoramic life review”
or flashback
of past life events.
Even though the subjects’
hearts and brains
may completely
cease to function
during the incident,
they can still recall
everything that occurred.
On last week’s program
we met
Dr. Anthony D. Cicoria,
chief of the medical staff
and chief of Orthopedics
at Chenango
Memorial Hospital,
Norwich, New York, USA
and Clinical Assistant
Professor of Orthopedics
at State University
of New York Upstate
Medical University,
Syracuse, New York, USA.
In addition to being
trained in medicine,
he has a Ph.D.
in physiology
and cellular biophysics.
Dr. Cicoria had
a near death experience
in 1994 when he was
struck by lightning.
This event completely
changed his outlook on life,
making him realize
that death is
not the end of life
but merely a gateway to
experiencing the Divine.
He also discovered
an extraordinary talent
for composing music
and playing the piano.
In 2008 he released a CD
of his musical works
entitled “Notes from
An Accidental Pianist
& Composer.”
Let’s now
hear from Dr. Cicoria
about how these
musical skills developed
following his
near death experience.
A week later, it was
about a week and a half,
I went back to work
and didn’t seem
to have any effect
from it at all until
a couple of weeks after that.
And that’s
when I started to have
this insatiable desire
to hear piano music.
Now, that’s out of context
for me because I was
a child of the 1960’s;
I liked rock and roll.
I could have cared less
for classical piano.
It was so strong of a desire,
that I drove
to Albany (USA)
to find a place that had
classical piano music
and certainly
no place around here
would have it.
And the first CD
that I bought was
Vladimir Ashkenazy’s
Favorite Chopin.
And I was so taken
with the music that I
listened to it all day long;
on the way to work,
and on the way home
from work.
I made my family,
I made my friends,
everybody had to
listen to it.
And there came a point
where I realized,
this is still within weeks
of that event, I wanted to
be able to play this music
and it seemed like within
days of that realization
one of my babysitters
came to me and said,
“I have an old piano
that I need to store
for a year.
Would you consider
letting me keep it
at your house?”
And I thought,
“Okay, this is fortuitous!
Suddenly
I want to play a piano
and a piano appears.”
But I didn’t have any idea
how to play,
so I went to the store
and bought some books
on how to teach yourself
how to play.
I ordered all of the music
from the CD,
which was a joke
because I couldn’t read it,
but I was determined
to do that.
And so,
I became really obsessed
with the music
and with learning
how to play and because
I had really thought
that the only reason
I was brought back here
had something to do
with this music.
And so, I started
to try to teach myself
and I got up at four am
and I would practice
and try to teach myself
until six thirty am
and then I went to work.
I would come home
and I would do
what I normally did
with the kids.
And unfortunately
after they went to bed
I went back to the piano
and I was there until 12,
one o’clock in the morning
trying to learn
how to play.
But about three months
into that whole episode
I woke up one night
after a very vivid dream
and in this dream
it was like an
out of body experience.
I was standing
outside of my body
and I’m watching me
play in a concert hall and
I’m playing piano music
and the concert hall
was so vivid to me that
I actually drew a picture
of it afterwards.
And of course if I
ever see that concert hall
I’m going to
really be scared,
but so far I haven’t.
But in this dream
I realized that the music
that I’m playing is
not someone else’s music,
it’s mine.
Dr. Cicoria continued
to hear music
during his waking hours,
sometimes a piano
and sometimes
an entire orchestra.
The music seemed
to be downloaded
into his mind
just like one would
download a file
from the Internet, and
whenever the chance arose
he would
note down the music
and try to play it.
Every day
Dr. Cicoria struggled
to learn to play the piano,
and one day the mother
of his daughter’s
best friend overheard
Dr. Cicoria attempting
to play Chopin’s
“Fantasy Impromptu,”
noticed his difficulty
and suggested he learn
from a professional.
Then after some time,
Dr. Cicoria became
an accomplished pianist.
I think that the music,
my experience with it,
is that it takes you through
a huge range of emotions
from love to anger
to everything in between.
If you are
listening to the music
I think
you feel those emotions
come through the music.
So the music
and its effect on the brain
I think are
not very well understood,
and I think
there’s a lot more to it
than we realize.
When we return,
Dr. Anthony Cicoria
will share his thoughts
on consciousness,
quantum mechanics
and meditation.
Please stay tuned
to Supreme Master
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I think
the greatest realization
that I’ve had
from all of this
is one, the consciousness
survives death.
Two, that there is
something else
that the reality that we see
is only a small part
of what actually exists
and that there is a force
outside of ourselves
that we are part of and that
we can communicate with
and that life in general
is energy,
and we are all part of it.
Welcome back to
Science and Spirituality
on Supreme Master
Television, featuring
Dr. Anthony Cicoria
and the story of his life
following
a near death experience.
Spiritual practitioners
from time immemorial
have reported
to have left the body
to visit other planes
of existence through
deep contemplation
or meditation.
Some have even achieved
enlightenment and
ultimate liberation
through their practice.
We asked Dr. Cicoria for
his views on meditation.
I think that meditation is
one of the avenues
to awakening. I do.
Meditation is basically
controlling the brainwaves,
is reaching the state
where you can feel and
experience another reality
that’s separate from
what you were stuck in.
A lot of
the Far East cultures say
that they can have
out of body experiences
just through meditation
and can control.
And we’ve learned about
yogis and people who are
really well-trained in that
they can control
all of their body functions
unlike anything
we’ve ever seen before.
And that’s all done
with meditation.
So I think that
that’s a big, big thing
and it’s interesting
because (Johannes) Brahms
would go into
this trance-like state,
a meditative state, and
he would become open
to the music
that would come to him.
Some quantum physicists
describe the brain as
a receiver of information
and not a creator.
Dr. Cicoria explains
how his experiences relate
to quantum mechanics.
I think
quantum mechanics
can just begin
to scratch the surface
and from my standpoint
the one thing
that quantum mechanics
has done is to say,
the world as we know it,
does not exist.
Newtonian physics says
everything has matter
and atoms, and
quantum mechanics says,
“Show me an atom,
one, pick any one
and show it to me,”
and nobody can.
So they have taken atoms
and say, “Okay we are
going to break it up
into parts,”
and so they have found
that atoms are just
made of energy, there are
not real solid parts to it.
And so if atoms
are made of energy,
everything is energy
and that energy is
as you perceive it to be.
And one of the things
that has been interesting
about the study
of these particles
is if you perceive
the particle to be a solid,
it shows up as a solid,
if you perceive it
to be a wave,
it shows up as a wave.
And so one of
the big thrusts
of a lot of this thought
is “whatever
your perception is
creates your reality.”
And if that’s true
that changes everything.
Everything
in quantum physics
is hard to
wrap your head around
as intuitively it doesn't
make a lot of sense.
It's like particles exist,
but they don't exist.
You can't really see them,
you can't measure them
but yet we know
that in some way
that those things are real.
If so, if everything exists
as frequencies
of vibration or energy,
how do we explain
consciousness as
being something separate?
And I think that that's
where it really gets difficult.
My take on it is that
we are all related
on an energy basis.
We influence each other
by our interactive waves
and we influence
everything else around us
in the same way.
Is our spirit a separate
set of energy waves
than everything
that surrounds us?
In some way,
it must be because
we have an identity.
We are who we are, so
are we part of the whole
and I think
that in some way we must
be part of the whole.
But yet we have to
have something
that separates us as an
individual energy entity.
I'm who I am, I've always
been this person,
I may have lived
a thousand lives and yet
I'm part of
the consciousness
of the Universe.
I'm part of
the consciousness
of everything
and yet I'm separate.
That really gets crazy
in trying to explain that.
I think that's up there
with “What is God?”
The idea that we can
change physical reality
with our thoughts
or intentions
has huge implications
for humanity.
It means
we have the ability
to create Heaven on Earth
by thinking and acting
in a constructive way.
I think that
a very individual thing
that can be done
to change the way
that we see life
is to change the way
that we think.
So much of our thoughts
are negative thoughts,
not only about ourselves
but about people
that we are around.
So if we are all energy
and whatever we think
sends out a particular
brain wave activity,
if that activity is good,
it has one outcome;
if it’s bad it has another.
And by just
controlling the things
that are thoughts, we can
affect not only ourselves
but other people and
we can do it in a good way.
We extend our appreciation
to Dr. Anthony Cicoria
for sharing
his precious time with us
and for his perspectives
on near death experiences
as well as how science
and spirituality connect.
We wish him
the very best
and look forward to
hearing more magnificent,
inspiring music from him
in the years to come.
Dr. Cicoria’s CD
“Notes from
An Accidental Pianist
& Composer”
is available at
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for your presence
on today’s program.
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